Sadness , Boredom , Chaotic

Finally , after almost 2 years , im back to blogger . My College life has been good , but it turned into deep boredom after the exam ends . Nothing much to do those days . Hitting the gym , foods , shopping , onlining .... blah....

Rceently my family condition turned bad , my mom fell sick ( Possibly Thrombosis ) , family financial problems , problems in relationships .... fine , what am i going to do ?

Chaos , can almost be the word which can be used to describe the comdition of my family and my life , serious arguements has been occuring these days . Bad things happened too , car crash , death of the family member of loved ones , etc....

Man.... should i say , FML ? i wonder.....

Down in mood

Im feeling like giving up everything and just want to finish off myself ....
Fine.... let it be.... nobody will be pity on me too....

~@^*Pur3HeArT*^@~

My 1st post in 2010...

Woah.... I've been so busy with my life at Disted College until I did not have time to make some updates on my blog .... HAHA.... well... what can I do ? Cambridge A-levels ( 11 months ) is not as easy as what you all think.... LOL....

At least I have some time to make some updates now.... LOL....

Well , Im still doing my car test now.... Finished Theory and Practical for L License , now waiting for my L license to be issued in just a few days.... :D.... Im gonna pass all the car test at around middle of February and Im gonna own my very own 1st car given by my mom ... LOL.... what do you guys/girls think about Nissan Sentra SG-L ( 1.6) ( PGH 1886 ) ... although its the car my mom driving now , but its still NICE and under GOOD condition LOL..... shes giving me her car and shes going to buy herself a smaller car ( she says she wants the world to go GREEN 0_O )...

Well , what I hope is that I can obtain good results in my Cambridge A-levels and enter my dream university -- Penang Medical College ( PMC )... AIM FOR IT....!

~@^*Pur3HeArT*^@~

Its near to the end...

Well... its near to the end...
I guess , i could have some rest finally huh ? LOL...
Well , theres only 2 subjects to go...
Chemistry ... and Chinese... Double C ( nice :P )

Freedom

I will be free at last,
freed from the Land of War.
I will be released ,
released from the Suffer.

No one can control me now,
as i am a free-flying bird,
on the wide
blue sky.

I managed to step out from the hell's test,
with the hope to pass it gloriously,
with the hope to pass it with Flying Colours,
to achieve my dream,
my ambition.

I am free for now,
after years and years of endless tests,
waiting for me,
to encounter it.

Now,
i shall look towards my future,
with the hope to see a bright path,
leading me to the success in my life,
leading me to the Freedom.

~@^*Pur3HeArT*^@~

3 Enemies Down !!

Finally.....3 enemies down !! haha ....!!
Let me name the 3 enemies i mean...
1. B.M.
2. English
3. My No.1 Nemesis ----> HISTORY !! Cheers man !!

Finally I can forget these 3.....wee....!!

Well , theres 7 more enemies I have to face with ...
1. Chinese
2. Modern Mathematics
3. A.M.
4. Biology
5. Physics
6. Moral Ed
7. Chemistry

Wish me luck man ...!! I wish you all GOOD LUCK in defeating the remaining 7 enemies .... LOL

~@^*Pur3HeArT*^@~

Graduation Day 2009 ... the day where we separated...

Its time for us to separate...
After the graduation day...
I hope that all of my friends can get a better future for themselves...
After the graduation day ...
We will move towards our own way...
To look for a better opportunity...
To be a better person of ourselves...
My friends...
Go for your better way...
Look for better future for yourselves...
Achieve good results in your future...
Be successful in your life...
We will meet someday later in the future...

~@^*Pur3HeArT*^@~

Light shines upon me...

The Light shine upon me...
Gave me hopes...
It made me feel happy...
It showed me a better future ...
It saved me from becoming ashes...
I did it !!!

~@^*Pur3HeArT*^@~

Gone...forever...

Im gone like this...
No more future...
No more hopes...
I will vanish away from this world...
Just like a heap of dust...
Being blown by the wind...
Im fated to be like this forever...
Why should i get this ... ?

~@^*Pur3HeArT*^@~

What on earth did i get ?!

What did i do to deserve all this ?
What did i do ?
I can't believe it ...
How can i get a BD without being known by me and my parents ?
I was a victim in that case... 6 months ago...
That case should have been closed for a long time...
But i did not know that i got a BD ...
How can the Disciplinary Board do this to me ?
Without letting me to know that i got a BD ?!
I was a VICTIM in that bully case 6 months ago !!
It's unfair ...!!
God has been so unfair to me !!
I shouldn't receive such a punishment ... not me...
I can't give up on appealing ...
With the help of 2 of my teachers ( 1 of them is counsellor ) ...
And the confrontation between my father and the school Principle...
Wish me luck...
Wish that i can attain VICTORY...

~@^*Pur3HeArT*^@~

SPM is around the corner...

This is it...
The real war is about to start...
To test our real ability...
To let us to show our real abilities...
To determine our level in academy...
To determine our future...
What is the REAL WAR ... ?
What is the thing that is going to test us hard... ?
The answer is .....




SPM !!

After studying at science stream for 2 years , its the time for us to face with the real test in our life...
Through this test , our future will be determined...
Through this test , we will know what will we be in the future...
If we attain VICTORY... we will have a gooood future...
BUT...
If we attain FAILURE... we will NEVER have a good future...

So...
LET US PREPARE HARD FOR THE REAL TEST...
AND PASS THE TEST WITH FLYING COLOURS ...
ALL THE BEST TO MY FRIENDS IN SPM ...!!

Of course , i wish myself all the best too :D...


~@^*Pur3HeArT*^@~