I skipped school for the very 1st time .......!!

Aaaaargh !!! I skipped school for my very 1st time .

Although its Saturday , theres a replacement school day right at today , but i did not go , i SKIPPED it instead !!.......

Well , should i feel guilty about it ? Well , i guess 70% of it ------> I should , in the sense that i've done something wrong .......
30 % of it ---------> I should NOT , in the sense that .......i suffered for 5 days continuously at school , and i have to suffer for another EXTRA DAY at school ?! NEVER......!! It really tortures me ...........X(

Well , its over by now , if can , i will try not to skip any replacement classes in the future .....that's all..........

~@^*Pur3HeArT*^@~

Finalized result...

Well , i got my overall result for the 1st time test this time.....

Position in form : 176/459
Position in class : 4/37
Average : 66.60 (too bad )

What should i say about this ? I should say that this is ----> TOO BAD !!
I do not expect my average marks to be so low ! What the........
It's quite disappointing......
I hope i can get better results next time......
Its getting closer to the deadly SPM , i should get better results so that my results that will be obtained in SPM will be more guranteed to be at the better ones ......
Well , for now , i would just wish myself all the best in my luck .....

~@^*Pur3HeArT*^@~

The Spirit of Life ( My self-created short poem )

When I walk into the desert
The only thing I can see is just
A wide
Hopeless land
It drains my spirit of life
Makes me unable to face with my life
But
When I see an oasis in the desert
I saw a wide land
Full of hopes....
These hopes enabled me to face with my hectic life
By strengthening my spirit of life...

~@^*Pur3HeArT*^@~