Its near to the end...

Well... its near to the end...
I guess , i could have some rest finally huh ? LOL...
Well , theres only 2 subjects to go...
Chemistry ... and Chinese... Double C ( nice :P )

Freedom

I will be free at last,
freed from the Land of War.
I will be released ,
released from the Suffer.

No one can control me now,
as i am a free-flying bird,
on the wide
blue sky.

I managed to step out from the hell's test,
with the hope to pass it gloriously,
with the hope to pass it with Flying Colours,
to achieve my dream,
my ambition.

I am free for now,
after years and years of endless tests,
waiting for me,
to encounter it.

Now,
i shall look towards my future,
with the hope to see a bright path,
leading me to the success in my life,
leading me to the Freedom.

~@^*Pur3HeArT*^@~

3 Enemies Down !!

Finally.....3 enemies down !! haha ....!!
Let me name the 3 enemies i mean...
1. B.M.
2. English
3. My No.1 Nemesis ----> HISTORY !! Cheers man !!

Finally I can forget these 3.....wee....!!

Well , theres 7 more enemies I have to face with ...
1. Chinese
2. Modern Mathematics
3. A.M.
4. Biology
5. Physics
6. Moral Ed
7. Chemistry

Wish me luck man ...!! I wish you all GOOD LUCK in defeating the remaining 7 enemies .... LOL

~@^*Pur3HeArT*^@~

Graduation Day 2009 ... the day where we separated...

Its time for us to separate...
After the graduation day...
I hope that all of my friends can get a better future for themselves...
After the graduation day ...
We will move towards our own way...
To look for a better opportunity...
To be a better person of ourselves...
My friends...
Go for your better way...
Look for better future for yourselves...
Achieve good results in your future...
Be successful in your life...
We will meet someday later in the future...

~@^*Pur3HeArT*^@~

Light shines upon me...

The Light shine upon me...
Gave me hopes...
It made me feel happy...
It showed me a better future ...
It saved me from becoming ashes...
I did it !!!

~@^*Pur3HeArT*^@~

Gone...forever...

Im gone like this...
No more future...
No more hopes...
I will vanish away from this world...
Just like a heap of dust...
Being blown by the wind...
Im fated to be like this forever...
Why should i get this ... ?

~@^*Pur3HeArT*^@~

What on earth did i get ?!

What did i do to deserve all this ?
What did i do ?
I can't believe it ...
How can i get a BD without being known by me and my parents ?
I was a victim in that case... 6 months ago...
That case should have been closed for a long time...
But i did not know that i got a BD ...
How can the Disciplinary Board do this to me ?
Without letting me to know that i got a BD ?!
I was a VICTIM in that bully case 6 months ago !!
It's unfair ...!!
God has been so unfair to me !!
I shouldn't receive such a punishment ... not me...
I can't give up on appealing ...
With the help of 2 of my teachers ( 1 of them is counsellor ) ...
And the confrontation between my father and the school Principle...
Wish me luck...
Wish that i can attain VICTORY...

~@^*Pur3HeArT*^@~

SPM is around the corner...

This is it...
The real war is about to start...
To test our real ability...
To let us to show our real abilities...
To determine our level in academy...
To determine our future...
What is the REAL WAR ... ?
What is the thing that is going to test us hard... ?
The answer is .....




SPM !!

After studying at science stream for 2 years , its the time for us to face with the real test in our life...
Through this test , our future will be determined...
Through this test , we will know what will we be in the future...
If we attain VICTORY... we will have a gooood future...
BUT...
If we attain FAILURE... we will NEVER have a good future...

So...
LET US PREPARE HARD FOR THE REAL TEST...
AND PASS THE TEST WITH FLYING COLOURS ...
ALL THE BEST TO MY FRIENDS IN SPM ...!!

Of course , i wish myself all the best too :D...


~@^*Pur3HeArT*^@~

Exam Results...

Exam results is coming .... What should i do ?
Face with it ?
Bear with it ?
I couldn't see such a ' result ' ...
TELL ME !! WHAT SHOULD I DO ?
Well , study will be the only solution...

~@^*Pur3HeArT*^@~

Trial Test ... Holidays...

Well , my school's trial test has started from 2nd september ... and now its HOLIDAY !! BUT... theres one thing bad ... as there should be the last day of trial test at yesterday , but because of the SPECIAL HOLIDAY for yesterday , the last day of trial exam has to be postponed to 28/9 , which is the day school reopens .... MY GOD ... can't i just find a little bit of time for myself to have some RELAXATION ??

Well , what can i do huh ? Its already a fact , what can i do about it ? NOTHING...

What i wish now is just to obtain a result which will be better than the results i obtained last time... you know....FORECAST RESULT ... which is important for me to apply for either A-levels or S.A.M ( South Australian Matriculation )...

Oh well , im planning to go to queensbay at next thursday , if anybody wants to go with me , plz contact me thru my email : treus_dayth95@hotmail.com .....Thats all for this time

~@^*PuR3HeArT*^@~

Tired....

*sighs* , may i know if anybody could save me ? I'm soooo tired !!
Recently , my grandfather has been admitted to hospital for twicw in 2 months !! Now , hes still in hospital due to excessive internal bleeding because of infected stomach ulcer... And i have to live independently now...
SPM Trial and SPM is around the corner , and i have to do such a huge review on all the SPM syllabuses to ensure that i am able to answer the questions in SPM ...
*sighs* Now i do not really have enough time to have a good rest , and i am feeling constantly tired ...
Please , God , save me....

~@^*Pur3HeArT*^@~

It is indeed an EXOTIC experience ...

Well , what do you all think about HIKING UNDER RAIN ??
Well , that happened to me before while i was hiking from Youth Park to Station 5...
It started raining when i walked for only a short distance ... Luckily i brought my umbrella that time , so i continued hiking with my umbrella on ...
It was so cold around the forest in the hill , and yet the ground was so slippery until i have to walk slower than usual in order to prevent myself from slipping down ... . I can see lots of " mini waterfalls " at the staircase up to the stations , so guess how heavy the rain was ...?
Anyway , it stopped raining after half an hour which made me feeling more relieved that time ... By then i continued hiking until the time is up ...
It was really an exotic experience , and it was a thrilling experience , but its dangerous i should say ...

P.S. Do NOT even try to hike under rain , its so DANGEROUS ... !!


~@^*Pur3HeArT*^@~

A Memorable PCGHS Music Night 2009

Well , PCGHS Music Night 2009 fell at 18/7/09 ( Saturday ) ...
I went there holding an Honoured Guest Ticket which costed me RM 50 , reached there at around 7.20pm LOL...
When i went inside the hall , the principal of PCGHS has just finished giving speech , so i quickly found a seat at the Honoured Guest area ...

My comment on this Music Night :-

Well , in general , its nice i should say , especially the Modern Dance and both Street Dance , the dancers performed really well , and my friend ( WY ) , performed in the Modern Dance , WELL DONE WY ! NICE DANCE :-) , perhaps i could rate an 8.5/10 ? haha... The street dance is really COOL in the sense that they performed at a very good way , their skills is quite good ... LOL...
So , this will be the final year i attend this kind of activitiy huh ? Well , what can i say huh ? Memorable Music Night ? Sure it is ...

~@^*Pur3HeArT*^@~

A not-so-busy day

Well , it goes on normally for today , as i went on with my normal schedule...
Woke up at 6a.m. ( Can't really sleep :p )...
After that i had an extremely breakfast ( 2400 calories ? XD )...which took me 1 hr long....LOL...this is the amount of time i used for my daily breakfast...
After that i went to have a good short nap ... and did some push-ups after that ...
And OMG !! I'm almost late for my english class ! So i did my preparations quickly and went to Erican ( The place where i go for english class ) from 9:30 am to 12:30 pm ( long huh ? )...
Had some lunch after that .... delicious and inexpensive ( Have you ever tried white rice with laksa soup on it ? )...
Went home after that and i surfed net and saw a really nice blog ... Owned by a tutor which i do not register to join his class ---> Anthony Tan's blog

Well , his blog is really nice , as i read a lot of nice stories in every single post in his blog... And i read a lot of words about teaching people to be good... That's nice...

After that , i went for my favourite activity at 4:30pm -- HIKING . XD
Well , i went to Bukit Jambul hiking area for my hiking activity , its quite a nice and convenient spot for me to do hiking LOL...
Took around 1 hr and 15 minutes for my hiking as i hiked for 4 rounds to and fro LOL...my best record ever !! Wakaka... What do u think ? It helps in burning Calories isnt it ? LOL...

At 7:45 pm , i had a medium-light dinner which consists of brown rice broth with vegetables , plus mushroom omelette , with freshly chopped papaya as dessert.... :)

Well , for the rest of the time until the time i go to bed , i will just do some studies or looking for useful informations at internet that's all...

Not-so-busy and not-so-interesting day i had for today... Well , i hope things will go better for the coming days...

~@^*Pur3HeArT*^@~

National Service.....NS...

Well , when i received a SMS , writing :-
" Tahniah ! 921112075661 ANG TZE JIAN , terpilih untuk menyertai program PLKN Siri 7 /2010 "
What i felt was just... Shocked...
I never expected myself to be the lucky one to be selected to join National Service for 3 months...
Well well well... i wonder how would my life during PLKN be ...? Fun ? Torturing ? I dont know man...

For my family members' reaction :-

1) My FATHER --> " Since you are so strong , i guess you should be able to go through the
National Service smoothly , as you can exercise sternously ..."

2) My MOTHER --> " You should be careful ... as there will be a lot of dangers awaiting for you
, like diseases ... but since you are good in exercising , you should be fit to
join National Service... But what about furthering your studies ... ? "

3) My GRANDFATHER --> " Guan Yin ! Please do not let him to join National Service ....!! "

For my home tutor's reaction :-

Mr Cheong :" Well , all you have to do is just follow what they demand , but i think you should be
able to join National Service , since you are so good in exercising , but one thing
you should be paying attention on will be the foods there , as the foods there are
extremely unhygenic and have a high probability to cause food poisoning ... And
theres a lot of sick-to-death cases there too , so be aware , the rest should be OK."

For my OWN reaction , i feel that it should be OK for me to join National Service , as i can exercise for the whole day , i enjoy it a lot :) , but one thing im afraid is the same thing as what my home tutor mentioned -- the FOOD , and one more --> What about furthering my studies to A-LEVEL ? Maybe my father will try to ask the college to compose a letter to the Government to excuse me from joining National Service ? I wonder...

Well , lastly i would like to wish all those who are chosen to join National Service --- GOOD LUCK !!

~@^*Pur3HeArT*^@~

Father's Day 2009

Well well well...
Its our dad's grand day for today (21/6)...
Our dad had done so many contributions to all of us all the time , and now we should take this chance to do some paybacks to them as a token of appreciation to them ...

For me...

Well , i gave my father a Father's Day Card...
But my mother and i gave him some new clothes which costed us RM 1XX 2 weeks ago as Father's Day Gift...
And of course ... i wished my father HAPPY FATHER'S DAY too...
We did not have any meals outside for celebration purpose though , but at least we gave my father something that he needs ...

And at here , again....

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY !\

~@^*Pur3HeArT*^@~

A review on the best bakery ever - Rainforest Bakery

Well , for all the breads i have tried , the best bread will be from the best Organic Bakery in Penang ---> Rainforest Bakery ( The pioneer of organic bakeries )

What can i say about this bakery , well , it will be A LOT....

1. The breads are all made in the organic way , NO preservatives , NO food stabilizers ( MSG ) ,
NO food enhancers , and the yeast are even SELF-CULTURED ! I should say that the breads
they sell are way healthier than breads sold by other bakeries...

2. The bread chefs , who are an identical twins , are originated from a renowned bakery at the
central London --> Celtic Bakery . Their names are Jerry Tan and Jesse Tan and actually i
met and talked to one of the bread chefs and he is really EXPERT in all those bread-makings,
including their nutrition informations...

3. Most of the breads produced there are either sugar-free or fat-free... And the price there will
are quite reasonable...

4. They provide good services too , and they are very good in communicating skills , i talked a lot
with them when im going there for breads everytime...


Well , there are 2 branches of Rainforest Bakery at Penang , the 1st branch will be at Chulia Street , and the 2nd branch will be at Sungai Ara ( near to another house of mine ... weeee ! )...

The organic health breads sold there consists of many types :-

1. Six Cereal ( Highly Nutritious ! )
2. Mix Grain Fruit Loaf
3. Fruit Loaf
4. Ciabatta ( nice bread , made by using olive oil )
5. Focaccia
6. Poppy Seed Bloomer
7. English Bloomer
8. Sourdough Loaf
9. Malt Loaf
10. Muesli Loaf
11. Volkorn Brot ( Rye Bread ... which is my favourite ^^ , dense and nutritious )
12. Yogurt Plait
13. Raisin Twist
14. Chelsea Bun ( Cinammon roll )
15. Wholemeal buns
16. Dinner rolls
17. Grainy Baguette
18. French Baguette
19. Poppy Seed Bagel
20. Sesame Seed Bagel
21. Rustic Onion
22. French Farmhouse
23. Mix Grain Loaf
24. English White Loaf
25. Wholemeal Loaf

They sell lots of nice Cakes too :-

1. Tropical Banana Cake
2. Brownies
3. Chocolate Moist Cake
4. Yogurt Limonata ( Low Fat because it is made using yogurt and its BUTTER-FREE )
5. Plum Muffin
6. Raisin Muffin
7. Scones
8. Butter Cake

And finally , their specially-made cookie ---> Chewy Nut Trail Cookie ! What a BIG piece...

Here are some of the photos of the goods there...

http://www.gourmetgarden.com.my/wp-content/uploads/2009/06/fv-090321-rainforest-bakery-interview_031.jpg

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http://www.gourmetgarden.com.my/wp-content/uploads/2009/05/fv-090321-rainforest-bakery-interview_070.jpg

http://s178.photobucket.com/albums/w271/crizlai/?action=view&current=BREAD02.gif

Well , what are you waiting for ? Go for it , even its for only once ! You will LOVE their breads ...!

P.S. Im bread lover , thats why i enjoy their breads a lot , and im crazy of it :P


~@^*Pur3HeArT*^@~

A Small , Frightening Incident

Well , i was hiking at Bukit Jambul that time , and when im hiking down the trail for the 2nd time before going for 3rd round , i was shocked to see a shoestring-sized snake slithering in front of me ...

Once i saw the slithering snake , i became motionless instantly as the snake is small , and it is colourful ( which might be extremely POISONOUS ) , in order to prevent the snake frm noticing my presence and bite me ...

I waited for a few minutes , motionless at the spot to wait for the snake to slither away from the spot in front of me , and i continued my way after that... whew ! It was such an frightening experience... Because there might be a mother snake if little snakes are present... Luckily what i saw is not a big-sized snake , or not im doomed...

~@^*Pur3HeArT*^@~

Back to Active

Well , it has been a long time since the last time i updated my blog......
I hv been soooo busy during these times until i do not have even 1 single minute to make some updates in my blog.....
Well.....what can i say....? Well , i apologise for not updating my blog for such a long time ......
But i think i will be able to update my blog more frequent in the future .....
But it will need to depend on whether if i hv topics to be written about .....

~@^*Pur3HeArT*^@~

I skipped school for the very 1st time .......!!

Aaaaargh !!! I skipped school for my very 1st time .

Although its Saturday , theres a replacement school day right at today , but i did not go , i SKIPPED it instead !!.......

Well , should i feel guilty about it ? Well , i guess 70% of it ------> I should , in the sense that i've done something wrong .......
30 % of it ---------> I should NOT , in the sense that .......i suffered for 5 days continuously at school , and i have to suffer for another EXTRA DAY at school ?! NEVER......!! It really tortures me ...........X(

Well , its over by now , if can , i will try not to skip any replacement classes in the future .....that's all..........

~@^*Pur3HeArT*^@~

Finalized result...

Well , i got my overall result for the 1st time test this time.....

Position in form : 176/459
Position in class : 4/37
Average : 66.60 (too bad )

What should i say about this ? I should say that this is ----> TOO BAD !!
I do not expect my average marks to be so low ! What the........
It's quite disappointing......
I hope i can get better results next time......
Its getting closer to the deadly SPM , i should get better results so that my results that will be obtained in SPM will be more guranteed to be at the better ones ......
Well , for now , i would just wish myself all the best in my luck .....

~@^*Pur3HeArT*^@~

The Spirit of Life ( My self-created short poem )

When I walk into the desert
The only thing I can see is just
A wide
Hopeless land
It drains my spirit of life
Makes me unable to face with my life
But
When I see an oasis in the desert
I saw a wide land
Full of hopes....
These hopes enabled me to face with my hectic life
By strengthening my spirit of life...

~@^*Pur3HeArT*^@~

My results .....

How should i describe my results for exam this time ? Good ? Medium ? Bad ? Terrible ?

Add Maths --- 96
Modern Maths --- 94
English --- 60 ( Out of my standard result !! My god !! )
Chinese --- 49 ( sighs , who asked it to be so hard ? )
History --- 48
Moral Ed --- 63
BM --- 52 ( my god !! i cant believe it !! )

I think i should study more then......theres still 3 subjects that i do not know the results yet , which is 3 science branches .........I hope it wont be so bad tho .....

~@^*Pur3HeArT*^@~

1st Term Test

Well , its going to be the 1st term test soon , if im not mistaken , the first day of the test falls on 10th of march 2009....LOL.....Well i hope that i can perform better in this test.......especially in my Add Maths and English......

But theres one thing that im very worried of.....
My history.......
I did not study history much this time......well i hope i wont score history too badly.......perhaps.......

Well , the test this time will last for 4 days and it will end at 13th march 2009 and follow by the 1st term break which will last for 9 days......^^.......

Well , good luck to all of my friends !!

~@^*Pur3HeArT*^@~

Need Help.....

Im in need of help now , im terribly underweight and i need to gain a little bit of weight based on the conditions below :-

1) Not having EVEN A SINGLE BIT OF TUMMY .......
2) Full of MUSCLES......

So....anybody plz gimme some suggestion ? so that i can follow ??

~@^*Pur3HeArT*^@~

Improved mood of mine......

Well , my mood has gone better recently and i do not really feel as stressful as how stressful i was last time.........And through this stressful period , i decided to take a few actions :-

1) I will CANCEL my Physics class at Forest Tuition Centre as i hv a physics class for home
tuition and i will be able to spend more time to do my studies.

2) I will exercise everyday so that excess calories can be used up thru exercise and i will feel
more energetic for the entire day.

3) I will manage my time properly.

4) I will try to forget everything unhappy at that specific day .

In addition , i might consider about cancelling Chemistry class at Forest Tuition Centre too as i hv another Chemistry class for home tuition and besides that i will also have more time to prepare for my SPM......

Well , i hope my new life can be better than the stupid stressful life......

~@^*Pur3HeArT*^@~

Tired......extremely tired.....

*sighs* Im just so tired , can't imagine how is my life now ....It's just terrible , i can't deny this.......

I have tuition classes for almost everyday , and i have lots of assignments that have to be done everyday ......Tuition classes.......assignments.....aaargh ! I'm tired of all those man ! But what can i do ? Nothing .......except facing with them everyday in my life..........I hope these can be over as soon as possible , so that i do not need to stand for such a high pressure......makes me crazy man........

Well , this tiring life will last for around 9.5 more months ? I hope so .......it kills me slowly man.......

~@^*Pur3HeArT*^@~

Deep trouble......

Looks like im in deep trouble now........I've gone back to normal eating habit which is more healthy , i ate moderately , but the problem is.......i cannot gain back any weight . Its still OK that i cannot gain any weight , the problem is , my weight will still drop slightly !! OMG , what happened to me ?!!?!!

If my weight keeps dropping like this , im afraid that i will become a skeleton !! aaargh !! I dont want to be a Skeleton !! I want to be healthy !! What should i do now huh ? ......Well....i will do around 100 times of sit-ups every day ( This is a MUST to me as exercising promotes good health ) , im not having irregular meals anymore like last time which was very bad......I will attend GYM once per week........through all this , it should be OK to me as it helps me to keep fit ( this is what i wanted ) , but the problem is my weight will still drop slightly !! What should i do ?! Do i really have to eat MCD n KFC for every single meal ?!

OR......

I CANNOT GAIN BACK ANYMORE WEIGHT AS I LOST TOO MUCH WEIGHT N MY BODY SYSTEM IS SPOILT !!!! ( aaaaaah !! Dont let this happen man !! )

Im temporarily helpless by now , but i believe that i will be able to find a solution to give all of these a stop to let my weight remain constant .............If theres a necessity , i will try to consult nurtitionist / dietitian / doctor , and ask them whether am i still be able to gain weight or not or i can keep fit......

GOD BLESS ME MAN !

~@^*Pur3HeArT*^@~

Restless......

What a restless life nowadays ! I just simply feel so tired everyday and yet i still hv to do looots of stuffs in a day....Tuitions ..... sports........activities......assignments......wooh ! KILLS ME !.....But.......duh....what else can i do besides just doing it.......

Being restless is really bad as it might make me fell sick , but i cannot do anything as there are really lots of things for me to do , just like mountain........X.X

Aaargh.....nevermind......i trust the NIKE brand .......Just Do It......i hope it will be over soon.....

~@^*Pur3HeArT*^@~

Need suggestions.....!! Anybody plz gimme some ?

Now im figuring out my own new recipe that satisfies the few conditions stated below :-

1) Low in fats / Fat-free
2) Healthy
3) Contains at least some fruits / vegetables

I will try to make some delicious recipes which satisfies the conditions stated above , so.....anybody........plz gimme some suggestions on few aspects below :-

1) Materials
2) Name of foods

THANKS !

~@^*Pur3HeArT*^@~

New Life of mine....

Well , i do not enjoy my old life which is quite relaxing anymore .....

Now , im having a new life which is quite stressful as i hv tuition classes for almost everyday and thats tiring tho......:X.....But who cares ? I just want to try to absorb as much knowledge as i can , as long as if i can get good results in SPM ^^.......

I used to have a long-term diet which took away almost 40KG of mine.......and now im slightly underweight O_O.....so i decided to put a full-stop to my diet program and i returned to my normal food intake , but i try to do some exercise everyday and i will go for gym practice at saturdays.........I want to be a healthy and muscular boy , not SKINNY .........

Well , i believe its no longer a honeymoon year this year , it will be a year of final battle this year as this will be the very last year of my life as a secondary school student.......So i will try to put as much effort as i can with the hope to pass SPM with flying colours......

About going to my favourite spot ( Queensbay Mall ) , i do not really go there often anymore because im really busy at this moment , but if i can i will try to steal some time to go there :p , naughty me...........

Well , i wish myself good luck in enjoying my new life !

~@^*Pur3HeArT*^@~

Intro

Well ......welcome to my new blog......^^...
I always thought of using blogspot before , now i decided to use it as Friendster blogs r not really noticeable by everybody....
Well enjoy looking at my blog and try to give some comments !! ^^

~@^*Pur3HeArT*^@~